God, I want a plan. I need a plan. I am the girl who always knows what her next step is and where I am headed and what I want to do. It feels wrong to just be sitting here in limbo yet again.
Then gently and slowly He pulls the scales from my eyes and says with such love, " Oh my daughter, I have a plan and it is unfolding just as it needs to. Do not be in a hurry to move on, for there are lessons here for you to learn. Haven't I given you fellowship? Haven't I comforted you? Haven't I given you time to pray and to ponder my love and mercy? Haven't I opened my Sacred Heart and let you lay there? Haven't I come to you in the Holy Eucharist? Haven't I sent my own mother to be your mother and comforter? What more can you want?"
So this is the plan. I am doing it. I am moving forward. I have everything that I need and more.