Sunday, November 22, 2015
Solemnity of Christ the King
Passions. I am a person of passions. I am never half way in. It is all or nothing with me. This week has been up and down and I have struggled with my heart.
I am barely a month away from the second anniversary of Michael's death. Some have said to me that the second year must be easier. It isn't. The loss though not as fresh is just as painful. My life is still morphing into a life without his physical presence. I still look to him and for him.
I was also distressed by a couple that I know that posted on Facebook that though they were Catholic they are now Christians and have just been baptized into a non-denominational church. Are they unaware that Catholics are Christians? Are they unaware that they have been Baptized and need no other? It broke my heart.
There was the post by a family member that stated: My name is ---------- and I am openly secular. I am kind, moral, and good, not because I need the fear of divine punishment or the promise of a divine reward, but because it is the right thing to do. I am good without god! If you are not ashamed put your name in place of mine and make it your status.
What broke my heart was the sentence; " I am good without god!" I ,for my part,am NOT good without God? I do not know where I would be without Him.
Then Sunday came. Today we celebrate the Solemnity of Christ the King and accept the catechumens from the Rite of Christian Initiation. There they were with their sponsors ready to make it publicly known that they wished to join us in fellowship and become Catholics. It made my heart soar! The good God had reminded me that there are still people seeking Him. My job is to assist them in whatever way I can. My job is to be Christ-like. My obligation is to proclaim loudly that, JESUS CHRIST IS KING OF MY HEART AND OF THE UNIVERSE.
Dear King and Savior,
Look on us with Mercy.
Help me to be the person You wish me to be.
Give me strength when I am put to the test.
May my proclamation of faith be not only on my lips,
but in my actions, for they speak the loudest.