Monday, November 2, 2015
Happy Birthday Michael
Today would be the celebration of your earthly birthday. Though we would have waited until the third for the party. So that we could celebrate our birthdays together. All the years that we were together the 3rd of November became our joint celebration. Our birthdays became so melded that at times it was difficult to remember that yours was the 2nd and mine the 4th.
Burnt Sugar Cake for you and pumpkin pie for me. No candles too dangerous in the later years. How I wish you were here to celebrate, but you are not and I am sad. Sad for me. I know that you are in such a better place and your earthly suffering is over.
I miss you calling me Cinders, asking what the plan is for the day, and just sitting next to me. I just wanted you to know that I am keeping my promise to you. Happy Birthday!
Lord, you know
the depth of my grief.
I thank you for it.
For in this valley of tears
Are the lessons of;
Trust, Abandonment, and Obedience.
Your Will, not mine.