Sunday, January 17, 2016
They have no wine...
I have been a bit like that leaf floating down the river. Not feeling like I have a direction. Feeling a bit aimless. Feeling dissatisfied.
I am not sure what I am dissatisfied with, but it is a vague cloud that hangs over me and makes me itchy.
If I look around I have so much to be thankful for in my life. There are people, even in my own family, that are facing huge financial worries and health issues. I have a roof over my head, food on my table, clothes on my back, good friends, and most importantly I have my faith!
I am finding my way in this new phase of my life. I am still enthusiastic about life and all the adventures that await me. Our Lord has been revealing His mission for me in bits and pieces. I like the big overview and then distill it down. God works by handing out hints and teases me with my mission. Why? Because it is all about Trust, Abandonment, and Obedience. The message is always the same.
God: Trust me I have a plan.
Me: But have you thought about this or this?
God: Trust me I have a plan. Have I ever let you down?
Me: No You have never let me down, BUT...
You get the picture. Mary, as Father Charlie reminded me this morning, trusted her Son. Today's Gospel has the only words attributed to Mary in the Bible. "Do whatever He tells you."
Wise words indeed. "Do whatever He tells you."
Lord, I may feel like that leaf floating down a river with no direction.
You have set my direction as I pass over each stone, branch or obstacle in my way.
You move me along in the shallows and the deep. You let me linger in the stillness.
You move me rapidly when needed.
Lord, keep my heart and ear tuned to You.
Help me to take heed of Mary's words:
"Do whatever He tells you."