When I was growing up there was always a place at the table for extra people. I was so confident of this that I would on occasion invite people over for dinner and not tell my Mom. She was gracious and made sure that some how she had enough to share.
Our dinner table was where we all sat down together. We were not allowed to answer the phone or watch television. It was a time to share our day. We talked to each other. We asked to be excused from the table when we were finished eating. It was an important part of our day growing up.
I have often wondered what it would have been like to sit at the table with Our Lord. This past week my prayer partner helped me to experience sitting at table with Our Lord in a very different way.
Yes, I know that when I am at Mass that I am invited to the Table of Our Lord in Holy Communion. I take advantage of that great invitation as often as possible. It is the Eucharist that sustains me.
But last week when I was so grieving Michael's death we went to the Grotto to pray our Rosary. She had told me that there was a new "Jesus Table", but my mind could not even imagine what it would be like.
As we walked under the live oaks on the path to the grotto she instructed me to turn right and there He was. Jesus was sitting at an empty table with open spots for all and any who wanted to join him. I welled up with tears and a sense of peace came over me. I wanted to sit right next to Him. I wanted to touch Him.
There Jesus was breaking the bread with the cup in front of Him. He assured me that there was a seat at the table for me. I will admit that as I approached I thought about whether to sit on His right or His left. But that thought left as a I
chose my place and sat with My Lord.
How can I thank You for all the blessing you bestow on me?
I come to you broken and empty,
It is You that fills me.
It is You that heals me.
It is You that offers me a seat at Your Table.